Blogmas #1: Why I'm doing this now
Dancing, hosting, making my own blog, be a vlogger, sharing my experiences, be an influencer. These are the things I was imagining while I was still young. I've been dreaming about these moments to happen countless of times . Looking back at it now, I saw NOTHING . You are asking what happened right? Well, everyone around me ask me the same thing over and over again. 'IF YOU WANT IT, WHAT'S TAKING YOU SO LONG?' And I feel so dumb and coward because I couldn't make my stance right and possible. I also thought I was gonna do this you know — . The things that make me happy. I mean I want it but there is always this negative - 'force' - that's keeping me away in reaching it. Time was lost and so am I. Frustration came about myself because I couldn’t do more of what I think I was capable of. I liked writing stories, what I kn...