Blogmas #1: Why I'm doing this now
Dancing, hosting, making my own blog, be a vlogger, sharing my experiences, be an influencer. These are the things I was imagining while I was still young.
I've been dreaming about these moments to happen countless of times.
Looking back at it now, I saw NOTHING.
You are asking what happened right?
Well, everyone around me ask me the same thing over and over again.
'IF YOU WANT IT, WHAT'S TAKING YOU SO LONG?'
And I feel so dumb and coward because I couldn't make my stance right and possible.
I also thought I was gonna do this you know — . The things that make me happy. I mean I want it but there is always this negative - 'force' - that's keeping me away in reaching it.
Time was lost and so am I. Frustration came about myself because I couldn’t do more of what I think I was capable of.
I liked writing stories, what I know, what I see, giving out tips or recommendations, or just basically anything under the sun.
I want to do these things but I can’t seem to find — the starting line.
Self-doubt — that's one.
The feeling that I might fail and whatnot. But, I realize they are right. Nothing's really gonna happen if I just — sit around. The thought of regretting everything else about not doing the things that makes me happy - it's just nightmare - really!
New year — My heart and mind are set on this. I know I am way far from being perfect.
I mean we always start somewhere right? If you are reading this, thank you for hearing my drama Lol !
I mean we always start somewhere right? If you are reading this, thank you for hearing my drama Lol !
And if I really were to make it happen, I thought about what would my first content would be and I said to myself — showing and introducing myself will be more fitting.
Plus it's Christmas, it's very — very timely that I get to reflect and share positivity and self-love.
So if Vlogmas is to vloggers, then shouldn't we have Blogmas for bloggers too?
And how like #Vlogmas for should be, I am up for the challenge — to give content for straight 25 days until Christmas.
Though I'm a bit late to the party, still — here's to my first post as a 'newbie' Cebuana blogger. Yes! — Cebuana represent!
Now, excuse me if you'll see a lot of errors of writing or placing that shouldn't been there or that or just whatever. I know that next time — it will get better.
Now, excuse me if you'll see a lot of errors of writing or placing that shouldn't been there or that or just whatever. I know that next time — it will get better.
I mean — I WILL grow and always strive to get better!
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